April 29, 2017
Jeff!
I talk a big line but I really don’t want to lose the little tiny bit of you I have the great privilege of having about once every three months. But if I do I do.
I think God is punishing me.
Ok. Unfortunately, I think the sun rises and sets on you. I don’t know why. The more emotionally unavailable and remote you are, the more I long for you. I am so fucked up.
I still think God is punishing me. However, I do a much better job of punishing me than he does.
Would you please please please please email me more often? Don’t make me beg. I’m begging.
Pathetically Yours,
Coco
Jeff:
Hello hello I’m just working a lot and working on family stuff,,,, don’t worry,, I’m still here.
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