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The Fundamentalist Christian Mindfuck - Part II
Before you proceed, please be aware this is a very difficult read about the effects of spiritual abuse and childhood sexual abuse. June...
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cocodensmore
- May 27
- 5 min
There’s nothing that will ruin a relationship faster than getting to know someone.
May 27, 2023 Saturday Night It’s the second weekend I have not spent with David in months. In fact, we’ve only missed perhaps three...
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cocodensmore
- May 25
- 4 min
I can do alone quite well. I’ve done it all my life.
May 25, 2023 I start my fourth round of TMS Friday. I noticed I was slipping, for a good month now, and I made a commitment to get on it...
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cocodensmore
- May 23
- 1 min
How sick does one have to be?
Summer 2017 Writings from the Nuthouse I now describe my relationship with Jeff as 90% vapor, 5% in person, 5% 10-word email responses....
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cocodensmore
- May 23
- 1 min
I didn’t think I deserved to get help.
I was home for a visit from college. I was with my parents in the living room. We were watching TV and there was some unrelated...
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cocodensmore
- May 21
- 1 min
Cougar Adventure #3
February 19, 2017 I met Jesus online. What a love. A Mexican American man in his mid-30s. He lives in Southern California. Handsome,...
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cocodensmore
- May 21
- 2 min
Cougar Adventure #2
February 17, 2017 A young man sent me a very very sexually aggressive message on a dating site. I don’t know why I didn’t just block him....
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cocodensmore
- May 21
- 1 min
Cougar Adventure #1
February 15, 2017 Online Exchange with a 20 Something Me: So look out for me trying to fuck things up with you because number one you...
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cocodensmore
- May 20
- 5 min
Therapy, man, therapy.
May 20, 2023 David and I broke up last night. Am I devastated? No. I’m sad. Why is it different this time? Why am I not laid out flat in...
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